And then there comes a day like today where my heart feels ripped out of my chest. Another dear friend, given the word cancer in her life. Today is surgery and unknowns for her. Yesterday on the phone I could hear in her voice the steadfastness of God. She had no fear the day before having surgery to remove a kidney that is carrying a huge mass on it. I called her to pray with her and to encourage her and yet, she was the one exuding God!! Amazing. In fact, she was out mowing her lawn. Would YOU be out mowing your lawn the day before surgery for a cancerous kidney?
How can she do that? Some of you already know the answer. For you that don't, I'm glad you are here. There is One that gives us Peace that surpasses and surprises our understanding. Suzi, my friend, has that Peace. He is living in her heart. He is a Friend, a Mighty Thunder, a Victorious Warrior, the Lover of her Soul and He is that to me. He is God. He is Jesus. He is the Holy Spirit.
If you don't have peace in your life right now, take a wild step and talk to Him. Ask Him to show Himself to you. Ask Him to reveal Himself to you but be prepared because He will. He loves for us to know Him more and more. It may not be conventional as He is so much bigger than conventional. I'd be really curious to hear what He has to say to you if you'd be willing to post back to me. My email is under the profile link. Go for it!
I drove Kidlet Three to school this morning. I got my hug today, too! He is two for two on giving me hugs now! Driving back home guess which CD I had on...I'm not really a Newsboys junkie but the music is feeding my soul these days. Would you believe I opened the sun roof and I sang at the top of my lungs, in between the sobs as I prayed for Suzi, this song called In The Hands of God by the Newsboys. They get credit for this awesome song.
Suzi, this is for you because you know His hands and He is carrying you!!! And I'm cheering you on baby!!! All day you are in my prayers and I'm thanking God for you, for the way He leaks out of you and for the many lives you are going to touch for God in this journey. You have many days and years left to worship and praise God with all of us!!!
In The Hands of God
We have raised our hopes and our cities high
We have followed fragile dreams
But only One could take the measure of our goals
And we've stumbled over the trials of life
And we've wrestled the unseen
But only One can calm the storm inside our souls.
In the hands of God we will fall
Rest for the restless, and the weary
Hope for the sinner
In the hands of God we stand tall
Hands that are mighty to deliver
Giving us freedom
When our strength gave way to the weight of guilt
'Til we strained for every breath
Only One could lift our shame and make us well
And when all is finished and we face
The fearsome power of death
Only One has overcome the gates of hell
You're amazing, You are
And we praise You, Lord
For what Your hands have done.